Newest addictions!

So lately I have discovered that I have a very addicting personality. How did I discover this I believe it was when I realized I have 29 red lipsticks! Red lipstick is just one of my latest addictions I literally cant get enough of them my latest splurge being 6 new ones from NYX. Everyone says that they wish they could wear red like I do and it look natural, my mom says it is because I have the Snow White coloring going on :P.  I even have the snow white lipstick!



Another new fascination of mine is this little known show called MADMEN.
Oh my gosh it is addicting I received the first season for Christmas but sadly it got lost and was not found until 3 months later! I'm currently waiting to purchase the fourth season when I can afford it. It is amazing the era it is set in when everything is starting to go modern when rights are starting to change the faces of businesses. IT is breathtaking. How everyone is corrupt in their own ways including the main character Don(Dick) Draper (Whitman) who is definitely the most flawed character on the show. Yes he is sexy as hell but he really needs to learn to keep it in his pants!

But it seems that AMC can do no wrong these days withe MADMEN,The Walking Dead and The Killing aka 3 of my favorite shows right now.

Cinder

Humans and androids crowd the raucous streets of New Beijing. A deadly plague ravages the population. From space, a ruthless lunar people watch, waiting to make their move. No one knows that Earth’s fate hinges on one girl. . . .

Cinder, a gifted mechanic, is a cyborg. She’s a second-class citizen with a mysterious past, reviled by her stepmother and blamed for her stepsister’s illness. But when her life becomes intertwined with the handsome Prince Kai’s, she suddenly finds herself at the center of an intergalactic struggle, and a forbidden attraction. Caught between duty and freedom, loyalty and betrayal, she must uncover secrets about her past in order to protect her world’s future. 

Omg so I am in love with this book! The concept is weird but some how it works and I most definitely am going to be reading the other books when they come out!

The only problem I had with this book besides it ending is the fact I saw the plot twist coming from halfway through the book.

The Fault in Our Stars.

Ok....

So it has been a long time since i have blogged but I swear I have a good reason! I have recently been battling severe depression and anxiety. I had to get pulled out of school because they considered me a threat to myself because of previous SH attempts. I'm not sure if I will be able to finish my senior year at school or if i will have to finish it on home bound. Ive had my meds adjusted so many times but so far nothing has seemed to help. I want people to know they are not alone if they suffer from this illness I was ashamed to tell my friends about what I was going through in fear they would think i was a freak. I'm trying to push through this so I can go back to school but I'm not going to lie it is unbelievably hard. I have the support of my family and a couple of friends but the rest have vanished. I hope someone out there will read this and know what I am talking about. I'll post back with more reviews soon!

Over it!

Ok I haven't blogged any this week but its been extremely stressful :( This week my great grandmother passed away so i have been busy with funereal stuff.I am just glad my awesome beau was there to help me through it. To top it all off my so called friend has completely stabbed me in the back so that's another friend i have cut completely out of my life.Seriously you cant talk about someone and not expect it to get back to them. I just feel so naive because it took me this long to see it.I just hope they feel good about themselves knowing they lost one of the best friends they ever had. And for them to not try to contact me because I'm 100% through with that drama. this is my dear john letter if they see this. I'm soo far behind in school because of funereal stuff i'm going to have to work my ass of to get caught up.But on a lighter note I am going to go try on prom dresses tomorrow!!!! I IS EXCITED!! I will post pictures asap!

All things Dexter :D

Tonight's the night...... Yeah you know what i am talking about and if you don't you should be ashamed of yourself!!Dexter is basically the best television/book series in the world! ok so maybe i'm a little obsessed with everyone's favorite serial killer but what can i say it awesome....I'm currently reading the newest book Double Dexter and what can I say it's just as amazing as all the others. And while i am writing this blog I am watching season one of this wonderful franchise on Dvd. And may I be so bold to say that season one is the best season ever!! Season 4 was pretty swell as well tho.I love how the books really have nothing to do with the Tv show so you cant really compare the two. You know like when you read a book and then go see the movie and feel the need to critique everything that's different between them....I usually get told to shut up lol.I could write about this all day because like I said I love the stuff.

Want!!!